I’m excellent at hiding my fears and worries, most of the time anyway. I can put on an almost Oscar like performance in front of most people. I don’t want to let my guard down and find that being happy is something I’m meant to portray otherwise I’ll get the usual “What’s up with you, you miserable MIA person?” or “Cheer up, it might never happen” so-called humorous remarks which actually make me upset. You see, I think that’s the problem; people who are genuinely happy have no idea of what it’s like on the other side of the side of the coin. They’ve never had to deal with the mental mind set of feeling empty, useless, emotionless, etc. They have no right to mock those of us who are suffering. I wake up in the morning and wonder why I am here, what my purpose is and whether I should be doing something more with my life but, I don’t know what that is. The problem is that the more I think about it, the more stressed I get about where I am right now in my life.
There are many fish in the sea. In fact, the ocean’s full of them. If you lose one fish, you’ll find another.. right ? You just have to keep swimming in the direction you want to go, & eventually you’ll see other fish going in the same direction too. Then why does it sometimes feel like you’re…
2093) Dad, Mom, I know I have a temper and I get mad at you for the stupidest things. I just don't know how to express myself. I don't know how to say 'I love you' unless I truly mean it and I'm scared that one day, I'll lose you without ever saying it. Every day, I feel like we're growing apart and it makes it even harder to express myself. I don't know how to tell you that 'Thank you' means 'I love you'. Always.
I think its pathetic when a man physically and or verbally abuses there significant other. Ive seen it been done a numerous amount of times and it just sickens me.WTF is going through yall heads when you do this shit.Im pretty sure the girl didnt fall in love with you cause you abuse her!Shieet a…
“If I were asked to give what I consider the most useful bit of advice for all humanity it would be this: Expect trouble as an inevitable part of life and when it comes, hold your head high, look it squarely in the eye and say, ‘I will be bigger than you. You cannot defeat me.’”—Ann Landers (via julie911) (via quote-book)
"Females who call themselves dimes, silver dollas, or just money in general can't seem to comprehend that the real beauty a woman has is priceless. You see, those coins get flipped and them dollas get ripped but diamonds are forever."
“Someone comes into your life and half of you says, ‘Danger, stay in your cave, you’re no where near ready’ and the other half says, ‘Go get her. Immediately.’”—Robert Pattinson via Remember Me (via quote-book)
Today, my friend told me an eye opening story. She told me about a close friend of hers that has done drugs (popping pills) and now is in a coma. She’s brain dead due to a brain anerism and swelling of the right side of her brain. She’s on life support.. And the doctors have come to a conclusion that there’s nothing left they can do. She’s an extremely successful and beautiful girl and her family, friends, love ones n’ my friend is extremely hurt by this..
Hearing this tragic story, my friend told me she decided to tell me this because she knows how much friends I have that pop pills just like her friend did. My heart dropped at that point cos I can’t even imagine losing a friend.. Especially to drugs. I know a lot of my friends do it and they seem like it’s completely harmless. They get a kick out of it. And when they see their friends doing it, all they do is laugh at it. How could you laugh at that? You guys are slowly but surely killing yourselves.
Stop being so selfish because even though you act like drugs aren’t affecting you, it affects those that love you. And don’t think that just because you only do it once in awhile it isn’t as bad because it is. You don’t need drugs. It’s just gonna eat away your brain, your body, your heart, n’ your soul. I’ve seen soooo much people change for the worst all because of drugs. Don’t wait until it’s too late. Think about it.
Yanno, i’m glad I realized this already, and i’m glad I stopped. For anyone who knows me i used to have like a really bad problem with alla this. &For those of you who used to look down on me because of this, and are now trying it, I’m not looking down on you, but I’m just hoping you guys make better decisions before its too late… =/ I’m worried but take care of yourselves.
“If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don’t want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me.”—Stephen Chbosky (The Perks of Being a Wallflower) (via justbesplendid) (via quote-book)
“We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heroes or victims. Letting history tell us how good or bad we are. Letting our past decide our future. Or we can decide for ourselves. And maybe it’s our job to invent something better.”—Choke, by Chuck Palahniuk (via allthis-beauty) (via quote-book)
“Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.”—Leo Buscaglia (via quote-book)